Decisions, decisions..

I've been recently finding it quite hard to work and go to school this quarter. It's not because it's difficult, it's just hard finding motivation. And I've been looking everywhere. I can tell that I haven't been trying as hard as I used to when I first started school and when I first started working. I keep asking myself why. Days and days will pass by and I wonder what have I been doing...

I started to question is this where I want to be in life. Which is something I think everyone does around this point in time where graduation isn't too far away. And maybe the reason I felt that way is because even if I had made a plan, life never goes to plan. No matter how hard you may want it to. And I've run out of things to do to ignore this ever-pending decision of what I want to do with the rest of my life...

And though I'd like to finish this post saying that I've figured that out, I haven't. But at least I'm aware now that there is a decision to be made instead of ignoring it. I'm sure it will fall upon me eventually. I'll just be patient until that happens.

Thanks,

-Nikkos